Habit energies & fear, yippee!

Fantasizing about a rectangle when looking at 5 free floating squares of different sizes again, are we?

I have a habit of gathering unrelated phenomena into some form and drawing conclusions--a very common mental process, actually.  Useful, and required for some (not all) forms of logical thought...
The issue is when labels are introduced from thousands upon tragillions of vantage points. Mixed, and are mingling in (practically) different languages in the public sphere.

*Labels = preliminary judgments from a single vantage point.

Excerpts from Voices of Freedom by H.W. Dresser (+ added ideas & discussion):

"Consider for a moment the habits of life into which we are born.  There are certain social conventions or customs . . . a theological bias, a general view of the world [universe].  There are [rigid] ideas in regard to our early training, our education, marriage, and occupation in life."
How we learn to label things, ideas, and ourselves--automatic judgments that constrict our views.


Now for a grounding exercise, playing with vantage points...  Empathize, see through eyes of a stranger.  The specific sights, smells, winds, physical sensations, mind-states, and pressures felt by the person.  Lay out your immediate visual environment as if you were that driver in the car who nearly ran you down in the crosswalk.
^^^ An experiment with empathy ^^^

The (not-entirely-necessary) stories we hold onto about our lives (present and past, any way we try to conceive of it) commonly contain a huge list of anticipations: growing old, losing faculties, diseases, and the chocolate on the grasshopper: DEATH.  Fear of death, that is. 

 "A list of fears dreads, worriments, anxieties, anticipations, expectations, pessimisms, morbidities, and the whole ghostly train of fateful shapes which our fellow men especially physicians are ready to help us conjured up."

This immense pile of Fear is swelled by an unpredictable, foreign nature of the external world.  The sense of I , me, myself  VS. everyonefuckingelse.

But here's the thing:  we are all part of this environment.  I'm no more real than you, no?  Need I quote Tyler Durden's steaming pile of shit motivational speech....  I won't. (If you haven't seen Fight Club, well, I can't help you, Netflix, or I suppose Blockbuster, can).

This leads us to....the nameless dreads...
Henry Wood (Varieties of Religious Experience) describes a person suffering from The Nameless Dreads:     "The Man has fear stamped on him; he is reared in fear . . . all his life is passed in bondage to fear of disease and death . . . his whole mentality becomes cramped, limited and depressed, and his body follows its shrunken pattern and specification."

Fear in the brain puts the body in a state of chronic alarm.  The muscles take their shapes accordingly: shoulders tense and high, spine hunched, neck protruding forward (or something like that).  The body grows accustomed to this state, and begins exhibiting more reactive (vs. active, general) behaviors in response to external stimuli. 

The thoughts and ideas that go on in our heads prompt our bodies to twist and morph.  Fear-bearers, habitually pulsing with fear and quick on the defense, are more prone to seek out these familiar, cozy states of alarm, consciously and unconsciously (recreating trauma from the past in order to move past it).  The more practice the brain and body get at this energy, the easier it is for the nameless dreads to quietly lay roots.

Rick Perry: notice the hunched shoulders, forward neck--alarm pose.  This is an unrelated jab--I disagree with Rick Perry's political values.

"How can an idea, an ephemeral nothing, gnaw at my stomach and constrict my chest?"
"Polarizing and magnetizing us at they do--we turn towards them and from them, we seek them, hold them, hate them, bless them, etc.."  All action verbs.  (All require a do-er--who/what is this entity and is it necessary or limiting to our understanding and perception of the world?)

The real issue is the attachment and subsequent reaction to the crack-monkey brain.  By responding to such intrusive, messy, all-over-the-place, borderline schitzophrenic dialogue in ourselves, we play the game of anxieties, fears--by removing from the present moment.  Not the ideas you hold about the present moment, but _______________. This.  Hello.   

4 Pacmen and algebra alligator mouths, going for the larger sum.

Semi-copy/pasted and inspired by: Time, Space, and the Mind by Irving Oyle